Loss

I didn’t always know that I would be reviewing clothes and different things. I started out with books when I was 16. My brother was my biggest cheerleader no matter what I did even if I wasn’t good at he was always there to encourage me. I never thought this would happen so soon, but my brother passed away on the 18th. He was only 35, he was my best friend. He was the only person in my entire family who understood me and I just don't know what to do without him. It's so true what they say about not knowing what you have until it's gone. I knew but in a way I didn't and it's been hitting me in waves since the day I found out. The person who believed in me the most is gone. The man who held me up when I felt like quitting. The one who guilted me about not going by mom enough. Don't worry brotatochip, I'm doing my best to take care of her now. I want to be the person he always said I could be, successful and traveling the world. Coming back for holidays to see the nephews and him. I just want my big brother back.